Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Thoughts of Grandma

Grandma has been in my mind alot...it really started Friday night and has carried through.  She just pops up in my mind and at times I break into tears.

I read the following blog every day and DG is just a brillant writer. She sums it up so well for me.  Please stop by and read  her In the Mourning post.  I am guessing this is what is happening to me. Grief hits you when you least expect it, it ebbs and flows, comes and goes. This past weekend, it decided to rear up and be noticed.  It's been almost 3 yrs since she passed, but this weekend it feels like only days.

I miss her.  I wish we could have had a few more good years. She wasn't ready and I surely wasn't ready.  I guess I'll just keep talking to her for now and hopefully the painful parts will ease and the good times will flood in!

1 comment:

The Zadge said...

Ah, I feel you! My grandmother's 95th birthday would have been today - always very memorable for me because it was the day before my very own birthday. Here's to the Grandmas!